valius @ NUThe Saipanese in Chicago
valius
read my profile
sign my guestbook

Visit valius's Xanga Site!

Name: Kevin
Location: Illinois, United States
Birthday: 8/16/1985
Gender: Male


Interests: Programming, writing novels, Japanese animation (anime), Chinese dramas, International Music, Aikido, Pump It Up, Chinese and all kinds of Asian languages, and possibly theater and musicals...
Expertise: Okay at computer programming, okay at Pump It Up, able to read Chinese newspapers okay, oh heck, I'm not much of an expert at anything really... I'm just an intermediate I guess
Occupation: Student
Industry: Computers (Software)


Message: message meEmail: email me


Member Since: 1/20/2004

SubscriptionsSites I Read
karbear
aznbuffgrl
Kahar13
eressehina
Ning_Ning_88
AlexAdidas99
kardinin
saxomophonious
ChineseSkywalker
iowalove
DeMiLiCh839
AirRun86
holasenorheffe

Groups Blogrings
Northwestern University LiFE
previous - random - next

CCS pwns j00!
previous - random - next


Posting Calendar

|<< oldest | newest >>|
view all weblog archives

Get Involved!

Suggest a link

Recommend to friend

Create a site

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

Ah rhythm games... you never fail me.   I haven't felt like blogging, and don't feel the need to do so, but  I guess I'll humor you all about what I've been doing.

Currently been playing beatmania IIDX and PIU a lot in my spare time... PIU less, since that actually requires stamina and speed, which means only an hr. of play a day!  IIDX... ugh so addicting, since I can play it a lot more than I should, since it's just press buttons with fingers really quickly.  Oh right, what's beatmania IIDX?  beatmania IIDX involves a controller with a turntable and 7 keys you press or move according to notes; it's REALLY difficult and brutal on beginners, but once you get what the notes go to, it's just a matter of practice.  I don't know if EVERYONE can play it though, since you've got to have a good ear for the subtleties in each composition or else it feels like you're mashing to nothing; the point of the game is to  "complete" the song by hitting the right key to produce the right sound to complete the song.  You'll notice this immediately when there is silence if you don't press any keys at all... it's nothing like PIU or DDR, since those are just moving your feet to the rhythm of the song and not PLAYING the song like you do in IIDX.  Oh yeah, and PIU stands for Pump It Up, the worldwide rhythm game that requires you to dance using 5 buttons... there's a World Pump Festival coming up and there you can see the best of the best.

Anyway, other than that I'm taking a Public Speaking class, looking for a part-time job, and also watching anime... no news on the romantic front. :D  Anyway, I'm looking forward to getting out of this break from NU and returning to NU... I really miss everyone and I just feel out of the loop these days.  Anyway, take it easy everyone.  I'll probably post if I pass Dignity Crazy mode!  Or if I pass the HSK exam (Chinese proficiency exam)...


Monday, April 25, 2005

Well... sounds good to me.  But me.. adventurous?  Maybe in food or in Warcraft... but I probably need to go out more if I wanted to make that trait a little more accurate.  Practical?  What???  I always thought I went emo a lot more than most guys?  No wait... I don't listen to emo.  Well, whatever they say.  However, my "perfect" match sounds almost right, except for the Athletic part (I truly don't care about it as much).  So, yes, eligible bachelorettes, now you can examine yourselves and see if your worthy of the great Valius!  Mwahahahaha!!!  Err... okay, maybe not.  I think I'll go back to work now. *closes Warcraft III, StarCraft, Stepmania, and Pump It Up all @ once*  Anyway, hope you all are doing well, and I'll make a real update later.

Your dating personality profile:

Practical - You are a down-to-earth individual who is not impressed with material excess.  You care about the stuff of like that really matters.
Religious - Faith matters to you.  It is the foundation that you build your life upon.  You trust that God has a plan for you.
Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you.  You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life.
Your date match profile:

Religious - You seek someone who is grounded in faith and who possesses religious values.  You believe that a religious person can enhance your life.
Shy - You are put off by people who are open books.  You are drawn to someone who is a bit more mysterious.  You want to draw her out of her shell and get to know what she is all about.
Athletic - You aren't looking for a couch potato.  You seek someone who is active and who keeps her body in top shape.
Your Top Ten Traits

1. Practical
2. Religious
3. Adventurous
4. Athletic
5. Big-Hearted
6. Intellectual
7. Shy
8. Liberal
9. Traditional
10. Wealthy/Ambitious
Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Religious
2. Shy
3. Athletic
4. Conservative
5. Traditional
6. Adventurous
7. Practical
8. Funny
9. Wealthy/Ambitious
10. Big-Hearted

Take the Online Dating Personality Quiz at Dating Diversions


Thursday, January 27, 2005

This is the second of three entries.  This entry is about how cool music is and about cool music I've found.  If you don't find this at all interesting, go read the first or third entry if you want; maybe you'll find something there.  This will probably be a shorter entry than everything else.

First off, I'd like to spam how much I love the Japanese female singer we all know as Hamasaki Ayumi.  I recently obtained a collection of songs by her, and I just love them!  She's a very unique singer with a powerful range, and she has the ability to sing in very, very different styles as evidenced by the differences between songs like Depend On You, Dearest, and Endless Sorrow, which is a testament of the versatility she has.  Now, although her lyrics have no politics involved and don't talk about anger and madness and hate, her lyrics are intelligent and poetic and don't suffer from the awful overplayed lyrics of boy bands and girl groups which are annoying.  Sure, she sings love songs like Dearest (which is a very awesome Japanese slow song that should be played at formals to get that romantic mood going) which talks about love, but sometimes it'll be something completely different like M, which points out something about society, but yet gives a sense of hope.  There are many songs, but I wouldn't be doing her justice if I described the lyrics of all those songs, since it's better if you heard it (or looked it up) yourself.  The best way is to listen to her and enjoy.  Some of the songs I recommend listening to are Dearest, Endless Sorrow, M, Boys and Girls, Surreal, Vogue, and Moments.  All these you can find on my iTunes if you want, or you can ask me. :)  By the way, the music video for Endless Sorrow is one of the most memorable ever and only rivals the video for Yu Seung Jun's Wish You Could Find for most movie-like video ever.

You know, it's amazing how music can be so diverse.  It can express so many different things and forms of it can be utterly different from each other.  That's the beauty of having lots of different kinds of music: you can feel all different kinds of sensations, see how a different culture works, and you can have the music reflect your mood whenever you want.  I mean, the fun part is playing a song completely different from the previous song, traveling throughout the world.  You can play a song from a Korean group that remixed a Korean traditional song, then switch over to cool German rap for a change of pace, then all of a sudden play some Latin Music, then to a female Chinese girl group that sing sweet songs, then over to Hamasaki Ayumi for a switch of styles, then whoa! back to Korean jazz, and then to a Japanese composer composing beautiful music, then to Rammstein, then over to Usher for some chilling, then to Michelle Branch for an awesome singer who sings her own songs, then over to Jay Chou, the Chinese pop star who sings about the randomest things ever, then to some Hindi music from Bollywood, then to Kenny G, then to Bob Marley... oh man, the list can go on and on.  I think that's the fun part about music... seeing how different cultures and different people can twist the gift of music and make it into completely different products with completely different effects.  It makes listening to music that much more fulfilling, and makes the listening experience always fresh and exciting.  That's why I love the gift of music; so different yet so similar, providing a channel for all kinds of things, ideas, everything in life.  Don't you love music now?  Collect all different kinds and see what you like.  Personally, I'm trying to boost the Latin, Hindi,  and metal component of my playlist, and then my playlist will give me more world channels. :)  Ah, the joys of collecting music.

*edit*
Anyway, here's my list of Asian music that I recommend you try for yourself, if my opinion matters, even though there's other stuff the artists themselves have done, which are comparable to what I've listed:
Chinese music
Lin Jun Jie - Jiang Nan
S.H.E - Hua Dou Kai Hao Le and Ai Qing De Hai Yang
Cai Yi Lin (Jolin Tsai) - Kan Wo 72 Bian
Faye Wong - Jiang Ai and Kong Cheng
Jay Chou - *He rocks, just try everything, since he has too many good songs*
12 Girls Band - Miracle, Freedom, and Shangri-La (My favorites!)
Sun Yan Zi - Green Light
Dong Yang Jin Ji Ta (Eastern Sea Golden Guitars) - Zhu Ni Xin Fu (very old style band that play Chinese oldies, quite relaxing)
F.I.R - Lydia (theme song of the drama Dou Yu, which isn't that great, but whatever)
Zhang Hui Mei (Ah-mei) - Jie Tuo

Japanese music
Hamasaki Ayumi - Surreal, Dearest, M, Moments, Vogue, and Boys and Girls
Die en grey - To The Core

Korean music
Crying Nut - Circus Magic
Crash - Dignity
N.Ex.T - Lazenca Save Us and Trash Man (very old school band, that is the predecessor of Novasonic)
Novasonic - Cordiality, Slam, and Empire of the Sun
Lee Hyun Do - Sajahu, Typhoon D.O., and Pierrot
Banya - The Final Audition and First Love
U'Two - Guilty Conscience


Whoa!  I haven't updated in what?  4 months?  Is that totally possible?  I guess it's just my lazy self showing yet again.  Oh man, all the things I could say that happened in four months... but all that would take nearly an eternity to write, and does anyone really want to hear all the excruciating details?  Thus I'm going to make a series of three entries which will probably make reading WAY easier for you reading this junk.

This is the first of the three entries, and it's all about the cool anime, movies, and shows I've seen over this month.  So if any of this incomprehensible to you, please feel free to go over to the second or the third entry, which you may find far more interesting.

I have watched so little anime in this period of time.  There's so much to watch, but the difficulty lies in determining what is worth watching.  But I guess with lack of quantity comes quality, eh?

I watched an anime OVA (three episodes) called Read or Die.  Weird title, isn't it?  I can't say it was the greatest, greatest anime movie I've ever seen, but it's actually kind of interesting.  The characters aren't kind of quirky in this anime, since this focuses on a special team of "book preservers" that try to protect important books and documents and manuscripts, one of which would be Beethoven's lost "Death Symphony," which does not exist in the real world in truth.  Our story revolves around an agent in this team, a girl named Yomiko, whose code name is "Paper."  Yomiko's a nutcase for books.  Rather than spend time socializing or doing anything else, she'd rather absorb herself in books and go on shopping sprees for books.  She even protects all her books and would probably cry if one of her books were damaged.  We also find out that her special power is the ability to, well, manipulate paper into weapons and shield and other inanimate objects which may be useful to the situation, such as, say, a rope.  I can't really say much else about this movie without spoiling too much, but in a sense, this is how Yomiko begins to gain a better touch with reality, by realizing that the idealized worlds of books which she has fallen in love with just cannot compare with the happiness and love gained in reality.  Through the other main character Nancy, she begins to learn the value of learning about real people rather than just real people in books, and it seems that eventually Yomiko may have developed sisterly love (though some surmise it as a homosexual love, which is also plausible) for Nancy.  The action is also a little strange to watch, since I've never ever seen a paper sword in action, or women slipping through walls and fighting each other before, but hey, it makes the series that less monotonous.  One thing I liked was the fact that Yomiko develops very rapidly as a character but yet at a pace that made sense given the circumstances.  In short time, we find a lot about the two main characters quickly, but it didn't feel rushed.  And all the surprises and all the tension in the third episode just throw you for a loop, since it's very unexpected and keeps you on the edge of your seat.  Oh, and history buffs will enjoy the historical references that will occasionally remind you of some piece of history you forgot some time ago, since much of the time is spent  looking for and recovering manuscripts.  The ending was very good, since it gave you a sense of closure without feeling overly rushed, though I'm sure a series will probably come out of this?  And in fact they have, but I haven't seen it, so I can't say anything about that.  Overall, I recommend watching this OVA if you haven't, and it's good subbed AND dubbed (though Dara-chan will probably disagree).

The other anime I recommend watching is called Midori no Hibi (Days of Midori).  Of course, my review may be very positive due to the fact that I came in with VERY low expectations.  The gimmick of this series is that it's about a boy who has a girl on his right hand.  You're probably asking, "What?  A girl on his right hand?  What do you mean?"  Yes, I'm serious!  He has a girl on his right hand!  I thought, "Wow, this series must be extremely stupid."  Boy, was I in for a surprise, as this series proved me wrong.  All right, I'll give you a brief intro to the story.  Sawamura Seiji is an average 17-yr. old high school student, and a character who I can very much symphathize with and whose pain I myself feel as well.  Basically, he is a delinquent student who gets into lots of fight (and wins!).  Because of his great ability to his fight, he is nicknamed, "Mad Dog Sawamura" and his fist has the fearsome name, "The Devil's Fist."  Unfortunately, as a result of his bad reputation, Seiji doesn't exactly attract many girls.  The viewer gets a glimpse of his many attempts at asking girls out, but all of them end in rejection.  In fact, he gets 20 rejections in a row, the fact of which is emphasized in episode 1.  He begins to feel extremely annoyed at his situation, and fears that he may end up with only his right hand as his companion for the rest of his life.  Unfortunately, for Seiji, this prediction may very well come true, for he soon discovers that his right hand has been replaced by a fist-sized girl!  This girl's name is Midori, and for a very long time, she has been an admirer of Seiji from afar, and she has always wanted to tell him her feelings but never had the courage to.  At first, Seiji is flattered to have been liked by someone, but quickly realizes that his right hand liking him just doesn't cut it.  And soon begins the misadventures Seiji and his right hand Midori go through.  I'd tell you way more but that'd spoil the story, and part of the fun is the humorous moments that all the characters go through, particularly the parts where Seiji has to try to keep Midori's existence a secret.  I particularly love the line when he says, "Finally!  After 17 years, springtime has come for me at last!" (Seiji thinks a girl finally likes him, of course, it's not true.)  The scene which came with the line was just classic, and perhaps I'll be saying that line soon, "Finally!  After a whole 19 years, springtime has finally come for me!" but we'll see.  Throughout the series, there's enough humor, drama, and romance to keep you laughing, but yet it still has that touch of reality that makes the series worth watching.  As you watch, we begin to learn more about both Seiji and Midori, and see as they both learn more about love as they go throughout daily life.  I can't tell you how the series ends, but I can tell you that it will be a heartwarming ending.  The story makes a believable pt. and the drama that begins to mount near the end of the series will just give you a sense of great joy, and you'll begin to understand how this incredulous situation came about, and you'll see how much just Seiji and Midori have grown since they first mat.  Of course, I got this all through watching the series, and I'd ruin it for you if I said anything more.  The other characters are very interesting, though occasionally annoying at times (e.x. Shiori and Rin, for having their traits played out a lot).  Some people complain about certain characters as being inconsistent, but isn't that how humans are anyway?  I think the fact that there are so many traits to a character make the character more unique and interesting and unpredictable rather than the boring predictable characters which would make a series uninteresting.  The only problems with the series is the occasionale excessive "fanservice" and the lack of screentime for certain characters.  When I mean "fanservice" I mean the occasional but very, very brief nudity scenes (though they are few and far between thank goodness) which I felt where excessive and unnecessary, though, perhaps it was somewhat necessary for right-hand Midori, to answer any inquiries of how exactly Midori is attached to Seiji.  All the other scenes are rather excessive and unnecessary, I felt, and that really bugged me (though knowing that the audience was originally teenage boys, I could understand), but they are bearable.  The only thing that really bugged me was in episode 3, where the nude scene was obnoxiously long.  I felt I had to close my eyes for most of that episode, just because it was unpleasant to look at (I'm sure even perverts would agree, you have to see it for yourself).  Also, Miyahara, one of my favorite characters, doesn't get nearly as much screen time as he should, since most of the time he's just getting beaten up, and the other characters such as Ayase and Shiori don't get nearly as much screen time as they should.  However, I suppose that that's the sacrifice in order to keep the pace of the series interesting, which the writers did a very good job at. :)  Any longer and the series would have felt extremely dragged out and overdone.  Overall, I recommend this for both guys and girls, since it has an awesome overall story and an interesting yet humorous teenage drama plot that'll keep you coming.  It wasn't life-changing at all, but it was very good and may even give you something out of it!  My only caveat for the girls is the unnecessary nude girl scenes.  Definitely a must-watch.  Oh, and read the manga too, since it's even better, since the characters are developed far more in those, and you'll have even more characters to read about (but most of the characters in the manga that didn't appear in the anime are kind of annoying and overplayed, IMHO, and don't do much for the overall story, Kouta is also way annoying in the manga, and is much more likable in the anime).  Go, watch some Midori no Hibi!  Or borrow the CDs from me!  (And please, please don't watch it dubbed... you'd just ruin the series that way)

There are so much anime to see.  Good anime such as Cowboy Bebop and Wolf's Rain. And I could rant on and on about Witch Hunter Robin and how I STILL have not seen last exile, but that would make this Xanga even longer.  I plan to post anime reviews on my Web site someday, so you can see me review other stuff other than what I've posted here (if you think my opinion really matters, that is).  Anyway, yeah, go see some anime, and that's it for now. :)


Tuesday, January 20, 2004

Hey, this is my first post on xanga.  Yes, this is really late, but I've finally decided to write a little about my experiences here at Northwestern University.  I'm from an island called Saipan in a group of islands called the Northern Marianas Islands.  It's a group of islands a little to the east of the Philippines.  It's a U.S. territory that was acquired way back in WWII, so if you go there, you'll see plenty of indicators of that past war.

The strange thing is, I applied to many difficult schools, and in the end, Northwestern was the only one who accepted me.  I was totally unprepared for a trip to a place called Chicago.  Well, it's been a year since I've been at Northwestern.  Even now, I'm still learning a lot about the middle American culture.  It's so strange to me, since the culture here is different from the laid back, chill culture of Saipan.  I have friends here to help me, but being the only Saipanese on campus does feel a little weird.  I must admit, though, learning about wider places and different people is so thrilling, that every day is like an adventure.  Of course, I'm still encouraging more of my Saipan friends to come here, so I won't be the only one who's seen Banzai and Suicide Cliffs and Bird Island as well as a little tiny place Managaha, and islands such as Rota and Tinian, the island from which the Americans launched the atomic bomb.

So what have i been up to now?  Well, lately, I've been listening to a composition by Banya called Final Audition.  Yes, some Pump It Up songs (the dancing pad game I play quite actively) are based on it, but the full version of it blows all the edits in Pump It Up away.  There's violin, electronic instruments, and percussion all mixed together to form an amalgamous whole, and the end product is so... beautiful sounding, it's genius.  It's hard to believe that Yahpp of Banya did this all by himself.  It's amazing!

*sigh*  I've really been inside too long.  The allures of IM and hacking projects have caused me to almost forget my real friends here at school.  Hacking Pump It Up files and encryption is a lot of fun for me, and being on the verge of a discovery is too... but I can't forget about true human contact, I can't become a socially inept person I already am.  I can't make myself forget friends over silly projects.  I probably should consider playing more Ping Pong, or going out to Evanston, or inviting people over to play Pump.  Sad thing is I'm beginning to lose touch with some of my out-of-dorm friends and Campus Crusade friends... it's like I'm too lazy or something.  Better get to work on this.

Anyway, Chinese New Year's coming up... can't wait for the good food I'll eat that day!  We're gonna watch some Jet Li... and maybe chill out in the lounge.  I'll probably bring down my computer and maybe we'll play Pump afterwards jk jk, as one of my favorite female friends would say.

Ugh, but most of all, I need sleep.  Can't stay up too long.  Time for me to sign off now.

Sweet dreams,
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ